at just 16, this wonderful table tennis player takes grade pride in his nation
and almost win Ma Lin(Olympic Champion 2008).
This world is lovely, simply because it is unpredictable, and yes, i will remember this wonderful match play by Kenta Matsudiara.
Inspiring as it it, there are always lessons to take back.
Belief.
I believe i can do this
because I am counting on God...

BELIEVE

Take it away, i need you, i only need you.

I miss the days where everything seemed easy
i miss that love and passion for everything i did.
The emancipation of love and studies bonded together.
I miss the sand that fills my foot as every waves passes it by, i miss that love beside me
i cant fill it, because i never will.
O' my arms are killing me, my legs are failing me.
I cant seem to carry myself through the length of the field anymore.
My vision fails me, and i cant seem to find a passageway anymore.
I can't dink the ball like it use to dip.
I miss the days when ball seem stucked to my foot, under my command.
I miss command, i forgotten how to live through life with so many heartaches, and a smile that never fails to come out.
I miss the shotting, the sound of the shutter, i miss the photos, the hours trying to get the perfect shot.
all ends up in vain but still being satistfied.
I misssssss Lord.

I miss it all,
I dearly miss it all...

Firstly i want to thank Desiree for comforting me
Then the coach dan tan for scolding me
and ong jia siang who was with me, trying to win then down.
Lastly, Jesus Christ, for being with me all this while, for giving me a chance to prove myself and really felt God's presence.


Migrane ran all over my central nervous system,
it was totally surreal, i dont even want to descirbe it,
but 1 ball went in
and i was in HOT HOT HOT FORM BABY,
i could not believe the feeling
everyone watched in amazment, every damn fucking ball was a perfecto.
Completely anhailating the opponent,
My shivering body was turned into strength.
Every shot was God- Given.
I love You Jesus.

cant believe it.
i cant.

Cant take it anymore,
body's failing,
everything's falling

i need Jesus
I need him so badly
I seem like i am gonna break
cos' when he reaches out
i will take

distant glory awaits me
but thats not what i can see

a shimmer
a chance
a dimmer

it is is hard, its so hard